Well, it was the last day of school yesterday and I held up, sadly. I say sadly because Emma is leaving and I want to show her a side of me she never really saw. But I just couldn't pull myself to cry. This also makes it seem like I really didn't care about her leaving, which is a message I don't intend to oppose on her. It also made me feel like a tough guy because I saw Adam fall apart right beside me, which was a really heart breaker because Adam is and always will be a good friend of mine. I hope Emma you understand that I didn't cry because I didn't want to look weak. Stupid I know, but I am already... Never mind. I completely regret not crying and I hope you understand that I will and I am lamenting to such a painful experience. My deeps regards. This sounds really fake, but I mean it, heart&soul.
Now that thats out of the way, let us proceed to my life. I don't know what to write!!!Ahhhh! Oh yeah, so me and friends are hanging out today but wait... Oh yeah! I am, and well I am making friends with a lot of people, like closer! Yay! Like Nikole, I can always open up to her. thanks for being there for me and listening to me ramble. I am also pleased that I can trust you and you can trust me with life's most daring tasks of friendship and relationships. And Jesse, I always become really hyper when ever I talk to him and I am happy to have him as a friend for all our man to man talks! YEAH! I <3>
Now that thats out of the way, let us proceed to my life. I don't know what to write!!!Ahhhh! Oh yeah, so me and friends are hanging out today but wait... Oh yeah! I am, and well I am making friends with a lot of people, like closer! Yay! Like Nikole, I can always open up to her. thanks for being there for me and listening to me ramble. I am also pleased that I can trust you and you can trust me with life's most daring tasks of friendship and relationships. And Jesse, I always become really hyper when ever I talk to him and I am happy to have him as a friend for all our man to man talks! YEAH! I <3>
2 comments:
It's awesome to know i can talk to someone and open up and feel that someone understands because they are going through something similar. Love you Eric! =]
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Awwwh eric, I didn't need you to cry to know you cared. I know you care bout me, and everyone tries not to cry. As crazy as it sounds, i was trying not to cry that day, i tried my best best best to be strong but i feel apart. I totally understand. I just want you to know it doesn't matter if you cry or not it matters if you care - and you do...well i think you do lol jk jk Okay, wel l i'm going to go so that this doesn't get tooo long..byee xoxo love you! =)
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